Tonight are the Golden Globes and I am sitting here seeing Some of the people that I look up to in the acting world receive their awards and I am crying. Part of me is crying because i am so happy for them, but the other part is crying for a whole other reason. I am crying because I see myself as that person. I see myself accepting the award and standing up on the stage thanking everyone i love.
Ever since i was younger i would pretend that i won awards. The only thing that has changed is that instead of thanking my teddy bears and Barbie dolls for voting for me and Snow White for always encouraging me to follow my dreams, I now thank the fans (whom i don't have.... yet) for voting for me and my family and friends for always encouraging me.
It's awards night that make me want to achieve my greatest desires even faster. it's nights like these that I wonder if I ever will. But it's also nights like these that make me realize that one day i will be exactly where I wanna be. And even if i never win an awards and only have one fan( who is my mom) I will still be happy because I'd at least be living my dream.
Today, Tomorrow, and the day after that is a climb. A climb to get me where i wanna be. And even if that climb is treacherous i will get to the top, i will succeed.
Until then i'm living my life and having fun. Partying hard and having no regrets.

babe you know i'll always be your biggest fan <3 and i don't knowhow you got the climb to play but it really set the mood
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