Boys Boys Boys!

Why are boys soooo confusing!

From my best guys friends to the guy I love, why are they sooooooo freaking confusing! You would think that the older I guy the better I would get at meeting and understanding guys, even though I have gotten better at meeting them, I still have no idea how to understand them. And that annoys me sooo much. And what makes it even worse is that even though I can totally hate this guy or he pisses me of or when he blows me off to hang out with an other girl I still find myself madly in love with him. Why do I put myself in that position.

Even though they are so confusing, I have learned one thing about them. They are DANGEROUS, and if you do not protect yourself correctly against them, they'll drag you threw the dirt and hurt you. And even though I've been dragged threw the dirt and talked into and out of some things by guys who didnt have the best intentions for me, I still go back to them.

I go back to the pain causers and then when they cause me pain I am crying to my friends about how much of an asshole this guys is!

Why do boys suck sooooo bad! All I want is to find a nice understandable guy who loves me and has good intentions for me.

And I want a guy who is not afraid to dance in the rain, sing songs to me, kiss in the rain, hold me tightly, love me, hug me! i want a GUYYYYY!!!! and NOWW!! lol

Wish upon a star..... Still Doesn't come true!

Hey Guys!

i haven't updated in a while and I apologize for that. I have just been so busy with school and family and life that I haven't had time to update but i promise I will update more frequently.

I watched this weeks episode of Glee and it was epic. Blame it on the alcohol was hilarious, yet sad for me for a couple of reasons.

1. because this weeks party scene at Rachel's house brought back memories of when me and my old friends were still besties. It made me remember all the fun times and all the stupid yet amazingly fun things we did!

and 2. because it made me realize how sucky it was that I didn't make it on the show! i wish the freaking casting directors would've like me enough to put me on the show. but apparently they didn't

After watching this weeks episode I have decided that i really want to audition for Glee again. Weather i have to go to Fox Studios in California and Start singing at the Security office at the entrance to the lot, i really wanna try again!

So here's hoping that everything goes good from here to the summer and I can go to LA with the girls and heres also to hoping that I can try to get another opportunity to audition for Glee!

And heres to hoping that I make it on the show and get to KISS DARREN!! Off- Screen! Were gonna date btw! lol

And heres to hoping that I will have a huge get together soon, and have a crazy night like old times!